对不起，我爱你 ;

Isnt th girl beside me pretty & cute?! xP I Love Her (:

She's Jolene. :D

Hey readers, i apologise for not updating my blog again. Hms . So many things happened. That i dont know where should i start from. There are sweet things that happened, & there are also bad things that happened. I guess i should start from th sweet stuffs. (:

I went out with my boyf & some other friends together. Which is 25th December. It was christmas. :D I was so happy & excited to see him because i do miss him. I met Jolene at bugis. & th two boys, Peanut & my boyf woke up late. So me & Jolene decided to meet them at hougang mall. After awhile, they came. Everything was so sweet. Then we walked to Mickey's house downstairs to look for him because they're going for steam boat as dinner :D After that we sat at mac for awhile before taking a bus to ang mo kio. I sat with boyf in th bus. I love th feeling of being loved. I love th feeling of being with him. =D We reached th place for steam boat. Boyf was so sweet to me. He helped me with th food. :D Thanks . After finish eating, my dad came to pick me up. Boyf send me downstairs. Fyi, th steam boat is on th 2nd floor. Open air. Before i left, he gave me a goodbye kiss. Thanks again.

That night, or i can say, midnight, i sensed that something is wrong with our relationship. You seemed to always give me cold shoulders & i dont like it. But still, i kept quiet. Thinking that maybe i thought too much. You said you'd give me a call when you reach home. But you lied. I bet you were either playing those stupid NightClub City or Bejeweled games on facebook, or random-ly adding those "chiobu" on facebook. & you told me you're not free. But th truth is that you didnt even bother to talk to me right? Because your feelings fade for me right?! You dont even bother to reply to me texts. 27 December . I asked you if i could go out with you guys on 27 December. You told me you're not free. But i'm fine with it. Because Jolene is going too. & she also wants me to tag along & i also want to tag along. What you're thinking on your mind is that you dont want to see me anymore already. You dont want to meet me anymore liao. You have no feelings for me liao. Evening, coming to 9, i gave you a call. Asking you where you are & stuffs. Asked you why didnt you reply to my text. All you said was that you're busy. Yes. Busy i can understand. But you dont even care about me when you reached home. Before i hung up th call, i did tell you to give me a call when you reached home. But you didnt ! You were playing with games again. Then i decided to confront you. At last you admit that you have no more feelings for me. I asked you if you wanted to break. You told me i dont know. Whats that for? YES OR NO? Then you answered yes. I cried. But i was fine after that. Because i prepared myself for that. I knew this would happen someday. (:

27 December.

Went to meet Jolene at bugis. Then took a bus to central to get her pay. Th queue was like so god damn long. Then we sat bus to peanut, which is jolene's boyf's house. Then waited for peanut to bathe. Then go to kovan together. Ate KFC with jolene for dinner. Then ahtan & wilson came. Ahtan = my ex boyf. It seemed to be quite awkward. Its like two days ago, we were walking hands in hands. Everything was like so sweet. But now, we're like strangers. After eating, i took a train back home :D I was told that i was your third girlf in december. Nice. Have you ever learnt th word RETRIBUTION? :D I belive one day you will . Takecare much .

当初他们都劝我不要不要。但我却还是选择相信你。

你告诉过我，你不会让我流泪。

你说过你会永远的爱我一个。

你说过我是你唯一的Isabel
你说过你会养我的。
原来都是谎言。
你让我学会不要那么容易相信别人。
你留给我的会是美好的回忆。虽然只是十七天而已。

虽然我和你在一起有不予快的时候。
但结束了也好。自己多保重。

" You know what is retribution? :D "