对不起，我爱你 ;

" Cherish every moment & every second with th one you love because

you'll never know what you have until its gone. "

I cant make it to th hospital this morning because i had cramps. So i wasnt feeling too well. My mother had to go to th hospital to visit my grandmother on her own. Guess she was angry. LOL She says that i was giving excuses. ._. Doesnt matter anyway. From what i heard from mummy, my grandmother was having fever this morning. But she's fine already. & i think th ICU room she was in is very stuffy. She was perspiring & her hands was vrey warm. We tried to ask th nurse if its possible to turn th air-con lower. As in th temperature. But sadly they said that they cant do it. Pretty hard to explain th reason uh. Mummy came home in th afternoon around 3pm? Yeah then my cramp was like killing me. So i took a nap. Mummy took a nap with me too. Hahas. Then her alarm rang at around 5. Prepared to leave home & went to SGH. Stayed in SGH until 8-9pm+. After that went to tiong bahru plaza for dinner. Mac. Ate alot. Filet O'Fish, 2 Mac Wings, Fries, Nuggets, Upsized Green Tea. Hahas dont get why i dont grow fat from eating all these. Fat die me ._. Bus-ed home with mummy after that.

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I'm leaving him. For all that he've done. All his actions dissapoint me. Maybe i was at wrong too. & maybe he's at wrong as well. Maybe i shouldnt have even stepped into his life. Whether those things were true ornot, doesnt really matter anymore uh. Maybe i can thank him for spending some good times with me when i knew him for th first few days. Really had alot of good times & fun with him. He's really cute. Hahas. But now that everything have changed, there are so many girls around him, guess he dont really need me either. I'm leaving for th better. How i wish i could go back to th time when i first knew him. Its really th time i should step out of his life. I felt lucky that everything happened fast. I felt lucky that he told me about it. I felt lucky that he didnt wait till th feelings grew deeper & then tell me about it. Thanks. Takecare of yourself. (: Stop skipping meals & stop sleeping at a weird timing alright. Goodluck. I hope we can still remain as friends, still talking like th usual. :D

" When two people were able to remain as friends after a relationship,

its either they are still in love with each other or they never were. "