" I'd rather cry other th truth than to smile over a lie "So many things have been happening these few days... I just realised that i've been a fool ever since i got together with my boyf. Since th day we both got together. This boy, he loved me so much that he's willing to do anything just to get me to be with him. All i know is that, he have been jio-ing me for th past 1 year plus. & i believe he wasnt so tiongxim that he had no other girls other than me. Yes, he had other girls. But i still believe that i'm still th main person in his heart. But until that day, everything proves me wrong. He himself proved me wrong (: On 10th of june, he got together with this girl. Lets call her S. On th 15th of june, he left her for me. Just to be with me. He said i was more important. On th 3rd of july, my bbg sms-ed me. Telling me that she got something urgent to tell me. Its about my boyf. So i met up with bbg at bugis. What she told me really gave me a shock. I was angry too. She told me 2 things . I'm not going to elaborate one of it because i'm not sure if its true. It might jut be a rumour or something. Th other thing is what makes me sad & angry. I have also seen every single thing with my own eyes too. From th start of my relationship with him, he have been contacting with S all along. Even until 3rd of july. Its just so heart breaking. I felt cheated. I feel so stupid. Just like a fool. Can you believe that he said " Nights <3 " to her? Obviously he still cant let go of S. So why did he get together with me!? I got so fucked up that i straight away send him " I want to break up with you " He didnt reply nor call me. Some of my friends told me that maybe i should ask him about it or maybe i should let him explain himself. I tried to give him a chance to explain by calling him. He didnt answer. I tried dropping him a message saying that " Call me when you see this text " & all i recieved from him is nothing. So forget it then. I dont think he needs to do any explaination because i've seen everything with my own eyes. It cant be wrong (: & its over between us. It will be our 1st month next week. He makes me lost trust in him, in guys, as well as in love... All i need is for one guy to prove that he's different. that he is not th same. 15/06/11 . Bye (:
Finally i got an iphone 3GS. & of course, its not brand new uh. Laughs Its my dad's 3GS. He gave it to me because he's using his 4G. & no longer using 3GS. Yup feels so good to use back iphone again. Hehe, didnt attend school today because vanessa used her house phone to call me early in th morning telling me that she's not going to school. Ask me if i wanna go ornot too. LOL so in th end both of us didnt attend school. Mummy was like so angry & shocked when she saw me still on bed sleeping like pig. Asking me why didnt i go to school. Why am i still in bed. LOL Blahblahblah, woke up at around 10:45am. Prepared to go hospital visit grandmother with mummy. She's getting stronger & stronger day by day. Even knows how to scold people already. Yup then went back home. Mummy took a short nap before she went out & i stayed at home & do house work. & now, i just showered. Waiting for my hair to dry before going to sleep. I'm prepared to get some scolding from mr kung for not attending school today. Sighs, there are so many more things that r making me so down & sad. Not gonna think so much ler, nights :(
" Sometimes it doesnt matter how long you've known that person.
What matters is if it feels right (: "
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