Ignore, Ignoring, Ignored...I keep telling myself, maybe you're just busy...
Hi guys ! (: After th long absence, i'm back ! ^^ But i cant promise that i will be as active as before. Well, alot of things happened in my life when i was MIA-ing from blogging. Most of them are negative. & today, i'm going to write & share a composition of one of th main negative 'story' . LOL Composition because its going to be a pretty long post (; Enjoy reading ! LOL
3 different words, to describe my feelings for you now.
Disappointment, Angry, Hate
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I never expect that you would actually do something like this to me. & its th first time, that my own boyf did this to me. I've never experienced this kind of shitty thing. LOL How could you doubt your girlf's feeling for you? Its okay if you doubt me. You can always ask. But you dont have to plan stupid stuffs together with your so called brothers to test my love for you. If you were to test me, this proves that you have no trust in me. & if there's no trust, then there's no point in continuing this relationship. You should blame yourself for taking th wrong step. You have no idea how it felt to be treated like this. When i came to know that you used your friend's facebook account to test me. Its really ridiculous. Like seriously, i dont think i shouldnt be with a guy like you. Come on, put yourself in my shoes. Knowing how it feels like.
Dont tell me that you cannot let go of me after breaking up with me. You were th one who wanted to break up. You were also th one who said you only want to be single. & now you were th one who wants to patch? Hahh, dont treat me like some sparetire or whatever. That you can come & go as & when you like. Dont tell me you'd still wait for me. & just to let you know, i'm sociable. So dont get so worked up when i agreed to meet up with friends from facebook that i'm okay with. I just another girl with different character & personality. Cant accept it then we'll go different ways. Simple.
& I'm sorry dude, its too late for you to get me back. Like since there's no trust. & yes, i'm moving on without you. I'm gone for th better. I dont need you. If i were to put it in a nasty way, its not like nobody wants me. I hope you would learn your lesson & dont even think of having doubts about your next girlf's feeling for you. You should get a tight slap on your face ._.
But no worries, i wont do stupid things for you anymore. I'm going to show you how happy i can be even if its without you. I will take good care of myself from now onwards even without you telling me to. Hmm, you should move on too. Time is precious, dont waste time. (: All th best to you. LOL
From th pictures below, he used his friend's account, to test me. Can you imagine he & his brothers, sitting there, taking turns to test me? LOL
Anyway, i'm now officially single. (:
" A relationship without trust, is like a phone without connection. Completely pointless "
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