Hi readers , i've been feeling rather down recently . Quarrelled with boyf twice yesterday . It hurts me so much . & i guess i hurt him deeply too . I dont know who is in th wrong . Or maybe both of us are in th wrong . Whoever who is in th wrong doesnt matter anymore . I just want to go back to how me & him was before . Texting , random calls from each other , meeting up & having fun , hugs & kisses . I know its pretty hard for him to forgive me . But i think as time goes by , he would . Boyf must be feeling very terrible now . He's ill . & i was th one who made him ill i think . I'm already feeling bad enough for making him angry . & now that he's sick , doesnt make me feel any better & it makes me feel horrible , terrible , guilty , bad , upset . There's no one i could talk to . I had to bottle everything up & keep everything to myself . I wonder how long can i go on bottling everything up . & one day i might just breakdown for hours . I'm glad enough that he didnt mention anything about seperation & etc . I just want to figure things out & make things right . I'm not going to give up if he doesnt give up as well . Baby , stay strong can ? I realised my mistake . I wont do anything so stupid anymore . Sighs , i dont know what to say le , i still dont feel any better after typing out so many things on this post . I guess i'll just end this post here .
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