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2/11/2011 Friday

I went to cineleisure with Jolene bbg. Just th both of us only. Hahas. Bbg was sick on this day. She asked me does redhill have any nearby clinic. I said yeahh, Poly Clinic. But at that kind of timing, which is around evening, th Poly Clinic should have closed already. So i brought her to tiong bahru. Those clinics opposite tiong. Quite alot of people in th clinic luh, so have to wait for th person to call bbg. So we went to tiong for a walk. Went to arcade, mac, bought drinks to share with bbg. But of course, she's sick. So we had 2 straws. After that, th person frm th clinic called bbg. Then we went over to th clinic. Bbg seen her doctor. Then we went to th basement floor of tiong. Did some printing of photos. Next, we took a bus & head over to cine. First thing was th arcade. HAHA . Then me & bbg got nothing to do, & no where else to go. So i randomly thought of JinDa. Cause i came to cine with him th other day. So i thought many he would be here today.

-RingRing- ...

Jinda : Uh ya hello? Uh you at cine right? Where you?
Me : I at th arcade there leyy, where you arr?

Jinda : Long john leyy, with 2 friends.

Me : okok i come over, bye.

Hehh hehh, so went to look for Jinda. Then sit sit awhile. Ian came over. & i suddenly feel like playing pool, so went to forth floor, that stupid girl dont let me go in. Tsk! You need to be 16 & above to go in. Plus she talk damn xialan :/ Then i went to th arcade with bbg awhile Jinda they all stayed & play. Watch people play maxtune. Made a new friend there. Then stick with them. LOL Actually planned to go bugis play pool de. In th end bo. They went to cine forth floor to play. Then i tell them, i confirm cannot go in de, just now try already. Then th guys told me, nevermind, i help you go in. LOL So i went up, then th girl still mai let me go in. Kns. Kennard tell th girl that i'm not playing, watch nia. Then she still shake her head ._. In th end she tell me to sit one side, cannot play & dont keep moving around. LOL After that, i left cine with bbg. Kennard send me & her to th MRT. Reached home damn early. :/ 11:30pm. LOL Sleep damn early also. If i'm not wrong, i slept at 2am+ .

3/11/2011 Saturday

I have dance practice this morning at 9am. Sleep until 8:30am. Vanessa baby spam call my phone. & i was like half awake half asleep. LOL Off-ed vibration mode. Damn bad hor me? :X But she freaking clever ._. She saw my mum online facebook using her blackberry, she commented on my mum's status to ask me wake up. TROLOLOL Mum did wake me up. But then i keep on drag time. Hehe keep on use phone use phone until 9:05am. Mummy asked me, wake up liao still dont want go school ar. LOL Then i tell her, go liao must do 100 situp ley. She diam diam. Then i went downstairs to take my breakfast :D 2 half boiled eggs, 1 strawberry beancurd, went home, facebook, watch show, then KO in th evening. No idea what time was that. I think around 6pm. KO all th way until night time around 11pm wake up. Mummy already went out by th time i wakeup. She went to cine with one of her friend. Hahas. They eat XinWang lor ! :( After that they watched Breaking Dawn. I got now idea where they are now. Its 4:43am. Just now i sms-ed mummy asking her if wanna take breakfast together. But no reply :( I need to wake my boyf up at 8:30am later. LOL He was late for his training yesterday morning because he was accompanying me, spending some time with me before he went to sleep. So obviously he slept late. :/ I'm guilty. In th end he didnt have his breakfast & rush out from his home for training. LOL So i told him i'd stay awake until 8:30am just to wake him up ^^ Hahas so that he can have his breakfast too. (: Thats all for today bah. I'll stop here. Byyyyyeee readers !

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