I'm grateful for a second chance given by my boyf . I didnt expect that he would forgive me for what i've done . I swear i'm all filled with regrets & hatred at that point of time . I hated myself for that fucking big mistake i have made . & i'm not afraid to say that i learnt my lesson . Its a really scary lesson . My biggest regret . No joke . He might have forgiven me . But i still sense that he's still a little angry . If i were him , i would have felt th same way too . I would have lost my trust in my partner & i would feel so disppointed , sad , & angry . Baby i'm so sorry . I'm aware that i've said tons of sorry to you . But i really mean it . I dont say sorry for no reason . I'm so glad that you actually face th problem together with me & not run away from it . We made a promise . That whenever we had quarrels , we will solve them together . We will go through thick & thin together . We will go through everything together . Thats love .
Love , true love , is that which you can give th most , without asking for anything in return . We come to love , not by finding a pefect person . But by learning to see a imperfect person perfectly . Dont ask why i cry over little things . I break down easily for boyf , for relationship . Not beause i like to cry . Not because i like to threaten you with my crying . But because i'm weak in th inside . & i will not be able to take it . Dont chase me away when i've decided to follow you everywhere you go . Because i just miss you so . Blame me for loving you too much . & that too much drives me nuts . Silly , forgive me for loving you too much . Way too much . Way out of my control , beyond my control . I'm addicted to you . Dont ever leave me for no reason . Stay by my side until th end of our time . Until there is really really no other ways to work things out between us . (: Alot of my friends told me that we both look cute together . Th way we behave , th way we quarrel over stupid things , scolding & shooting each other . I love everything about you , baby (: Just th way you are alright ? Dont doubt my love ^-^
Remember all these quotes i wrote for you ? (: I wrote them out all by myself . Its all meant for you . You just mean so much to me . I dont need a perfect relationship , i dont need a perfect guy to be in a relationship with me . All i need for you to not give up on me . & a real love consists of : Fights , Trust , Faith , Tears , Pain , Argument , Patience , Secrets , Jealousy , last but not least , Love (: Now , this is one of th quote i wrote for you .
" Hugging me to sleep with your arms around my waist . Falling asleep together . & i love it when sometimes , i make a slight movement , you tighten your grip around my waist , like you thought i was going somewhere else , like you didnt want me to leave , like you want us to stay like this forever . "
& remember tagged me with this quote in my facebook ?
" When the time comes that i cant smile anymore , dont worry about me . I know what to do . I'll just stare at one corner and think of you . No one else could make me happy like the way you do :D "
& i wrote another long post back for you ? I meant what i said in that post alright (; Here it is :
" Baby , i will not let you stop smiling as long as i'm still on this earth , as long as i'm still your girlf . There's no need to worry about a thing or two . We will make our everyday filled with laughter & happiness . I would want to take alot of pictures with you every single time we meet . It doesnt matter if we both look ugly in th pictures . As long as th heart is there , & th memory that was kept in that photo . "
Please dont feel irritated , annoyed , when i keep wanting to get hugs from you , when i keep wanting to meet you every day . Simply because i miss you & i want to be by your side every single second , minute , hours , days , weeks , months , years . No one else would have loved you th way i loved you .
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