Someday, you will cry like i cried for you. Someday, you will try like i tried for you.
Someday, you will love me like i loved you.
By then, i'm already long gone...
Tuesday... Its boring in school. Damn freaking boring & tired. I feel like a zombie during some part of th lesson. Ate a sweet, & it at least kept me awake for half an hour. It was almost raining for th whole day today. Okay luh, not whole day. But most of th day. After school, went to tiong park with vanessa, clara, eugenia, ben, chang le, amos, desmond, anson, mokara. Sorry if i missed anyone out. Then waited for LYC to come, then Wensi came, then something happened which i'm not going to mention here. Then walk back home together with Vanessa. Changed clothes, make up, prepare, leave home to meet joshua, gabriel, stevie. Then saw ahjun in bugis. Darren & andric happen to be at bugis too. After that juline, shuxian & one more girl was at bugis too. Meet then with stevie. After that i took a train back home. Ate prata for dinner. I'm now hungry again. lols but its okay.
I seriously need a job. I feel so pathetic right now. No money for food. Can eat grass for th next few days already ._. Shit this . I dont know why am i even in this state. Fucking pathetic . & i dont even think i can manage it if i were to go to school in th morning & rush home after school to prepare for work. Work all th way from afternoon till night time. Night time go home shower, facebook awhile then turn in for bed. Next day wake up, same routine. Damn no life . But seriously got no choice. No money no talk society. Sighs... I cant keep relying on my grandmother, my dad. My god. Somebody help me. :( I hate this .
I'm really facing so many problems right now. Money issue. Stupid school, keep asking for money. In th first place we didnt even ask you to buy us magazine. Buy liao we still have to pay for it. Go bang wall likea seriously. If i'm rich, i dont mind paying. Now that i dont even have enough money for food, how th fuck do you want me to pay for your stupid stuffs. Next, this special person. I'm giving up on him. I shall wait. Wait for th right one. Sometimes, i get tired of waiting. I just like it when someone is there to love me & care for me. Yep yep, call me a flirt . Go listen to what they have to say about me. Buey tiongxim etc. Its really okay. Th more i try to clear my name, th more suspicious you guys are going to think of me. I should just let all of you be. Continue spreading things of me. (: Only people who knows me best knows if its true. Thats all i gotta say. My eyes are getting sleepy. I'm so tired. So tired of everything. I wish i could just close my eyes & sleep. & never wake up. Goodnights (:
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