Loving you was what i was trying to do...
Finally MYE ended ! Freaking hell ! Awesome friday . Okay i got something to declare . LOL This morning , i missed out paper 1 for CPA . CPA stands for computer something something . Laughs . Cause for our paper 2 , th whole class was separated into two groups . 1st group will go into th lab for their paper first . & i'm suey enough to be in th 2nd group . & th paper for 2nd group starts at 11:25am . So i woke up in th morning & i felt so tired . So i thought i could go to school at 11am . Then i went back to sleep . Not long after i fell asleep , Clara called me . She asked me if i'm coming to school . I told her maybe later in th day for th 11:25am thing . Then she was like , okay okay . Blahblah , ate breakfast then went to school . Met Vanessa & some other classmates at tiong park first before going in to school . Then i heard something about missing paper 1 -.-" I was like fuck ?! I didnt even know there was paper 1 . Damn . I missed it . Forget it then . After that went in for paper 2 . Fucking hard can ?! Dont even know what th hell is Mail Merge . Everyone was like complaining about how hard th paper is . ROFL . Forget it , since its already over . After exam , went home . Facebook , twitter . Then mummy left home for work . Then i was preparing to leave home for cine . Met up with Andrew for awhile . After that went to MRT to meet Alex & go to cine together . Reached cine & saw Lynn , Maryn , Christine , etc . Went up to play pool . Hahhhh ! I was playing with QingYew . & he lost to me . MUAHAHA PROUD . & now he request for a rematch . Laughs . After playing with him , went to other tables to play . Then somebody jio me & Raphael for 2 v 2 match . We won though :3 After that took a train back with Raphael . Yepp , & now i'm home .
I dont know if i was being paranoid again or what . But i felt that something aint right . His behaviour towards me changed . Its cold D: I'm upset . But i'm still going to keep trying . I'm not going to give up . He's all i ever wanted . I dont know what else to do if he leaves me . But i heard from him that he's making a trip down to cine tomorrow . I'm going there too . Hehe finally a day when i can see him . After tomorrow , i dont know when will i see him again . Sighs . I can give up so many things for him . Giving up anything just for him to be happy . Just for him to be with me . I dont know what went wrong between us . Or maybe there's something wrong with me . Maybe i wasnt good enough ? Maybe i didnt meet up to his expectation ? LOL ! But you know what ? I'm willing to be better for him . ^-^ Loving him was what i was trying to do . Hehehehe
No comments:
Post a Comment