Have you ever met someone who means th whole world to you ?
That you cant go on a day without seeing her & texting her ?
Yeah , thats how i'm feeling .
As you can see , it have been so so so so long since i last updated my blog . Okay as usual , th reasons is because i'm way too lazy & " busy " . LOL Alright , alot of things happened actually . I got a tattoo now , which is a paw print on my wrist . Yepp , some people do ask me why did i put a paw print . Simply because i love animals & if you were to ask me if i regretted , i can answer you proudly that i'm not regretting it . Anyway, i guess almost everyone now should be mugging for exams recently right ? Going to school in th morning , staying back after school for extra classes , reach home already still mug & mug right . Hahahas . Goodluck to everyone & pass with flying colours k .
I dont know whats gotten into me since yesterday . I thought i've finally moved on & would not think about him anymore . But yesterday , my brain proved me wrong . Tmd . It have been 5 months . Why th hell is th feelings still there ? All th flashbacks start coming back haunting me . I even went to rewatched th videos i made for him months ago . Then i realised how much i actually loved him that time . Going through so much for him . I fought so hard for that love . Until now i still miss him . But i clearly know that we will not work out anymore . Because he doesnt really bother that much . But he still reply to my text yesterday though . I thought he would never ever reply . But i was shocked & happy to see his reply . All th replies were kinda cold actually , but at least better than nothing isnt it . Can you imagine how long we didnt talk ? It could be around 4months+ . Sighs , yes i love to talk to him . But i know i cant fall deep again . I'll never get back up . Th last time i fell , i fell deep & it took me so fucking long to get back up on my feet .
Feelings that keep coming back are th ones that never really went away .
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