对不起，我爱你 ;

My boy , dont you get so close with other girls ok . I'm jealous already .

So basically i'm outside for almost th entire day . I woke up from my beauty sleep at 12pm & i saw a message from Ahbao at around 11am asking me if i'm going anywhere today . So as usual , i told him i had no where to go . So he asked me if i want to join him , nick & mark at parkway parade for maxtune . Since it have been so long since i last went out with him , i agreed . I went to shower & prepare at around 1pm but i was somehow late because they say they're gonna meet at 2pm , bugis . After i got out from my shower , ahbao called & ask if i want him to shunbian cab over to my cab to fetch me over . Since got free cab , why not ? HAHAHA Then i carried on with my makeup & stuff . After about 15 minutes , he called again & told me that he's reaching in about 1 traffic light's time . I was like WTF ! Thats fucking fast . So i got him & nick to get off from th cab first . After that i chopchop do my makeup & left home . Took another cab with them to parkway & went for dinner at th foodcourt first before heading to th arcade . Its was a pretty fun day today although there's a little problem cropped up in th middle of th day . After parkway , we went to bugis & i had my screen protector changed . Went down to th arcade for 1 round of maxtune before taking a bus home . Reached home for about an hour , nick & ahbao came to my house downstairs looking for me to slack with them for awhile . So i brought my dog downstairs too . After that they left for galaxy . Then i walked home .

Anyway i met this guy yesterday , he's so adorable . He's such a qtpie . I dont know what other words can i use to describe him when i barely even knew him . Was it just another crush or infatuation ? I feel jealous when he talks to another girl . This is crazy . I so afraid of falling in love again . Each time i fall , i fall really hard . I have trouble trusting a guy's words . Its so hard to fall in love again with no doubts & full trust .