对不起，我爱你 ;

She is the girl who makes sure you eat when you dont have enough cash for your meals . She is the girl who massages your shoulders when you're aching all over . She is the girl who sees your updates on social network stating that you're hungry & she secretly wants to order mac delivery for you so that you wont starve , but she failed to do so because she doesnt know your unit number & doesnt want to ask from you, knowing that you would not tell her . She is the girl who rush down immediately after knowing that you got into trouble in th middle of th night just to make sure you're safe . She is the girl who reads you a bedtime story because you liked it regardless of how tired she is . She is the girl who gives in to you & rather losing you in a fight than to lose you over a fight . She is the girl who doesnt mind how broke you are or how rich you are , she still loves you for who you are . She is the girl who is willing to do anything to make you stay by her side . She is the girl who keeps quiet & faked a smile when you are telling her that this girl is hot , this girl is pretty , this girl is cute even though you probably just wanna see her getting protective of you & get jealous . She is the girl who have been trying to fit in into all your expectation just because she doesnt want to lose you to other girls . She is the girl who is feeling insecure , paranoid & terrified but tries to hide it in because she doesnt want you to get stressed up & end up creating a distance in between you & her . She is the girl who talks to u on th phone for hours no matter how tired she is because all she wants to listen to, is your voice before going to bed. She is the girl who still love you just as before you let her down even though she is terribly hurting inside . She is the girl who creates plenty of time just to see you but you didnt want to see her most of the time . She is the girl who is now feeling all helpless because everything seems to be in such a big mess. She is the girl who have lost herself while trying to love you.... 

If you're reading this , she just wanted you to know that she is not blaming you for all th sacrifice that she've made for you . She is more than happy enough if you could be devoted to her . But it seems like this isnt gonna happen to her . If you feel for her , if you want her in your life , let her know . Dont leave her hanging by a thread . If you dont want to be in a relationship with her but still want her in your life , tell her . It will make her happy to know that she is needed by you . She is the girl , that you will never want to lose . You will never find another to love you as much as she does...