" I may not have th most perfect body, th most perfect look, th most perfect in everything.But i might have th most perfect heart, just for you, just to love you "
I may not be prettier than her. I may not have th body she had. I may not have her character, her personality, her looks. But i'm sure i can love you better than she can. I'm not going to fall for love again i told myself. Enough damage done to myself. But looks like i'm going to fall for it once again. I know very clearly that i'm going to hurt myself if i were to fall for you. Someday, somehow. I'm just being stubborn. Cant help it, but to try. I just hope that you wont treat me like others do...
Today was actually th last day i'll be in KL. I went to genting on last friday which is also 3 days ago. Took a bus there in th night around 10:30pm. & reached there early in th morning. So bored that me & mummy got nothing to do. Keep loitering around in genting. Then at around 10:30am - 11:00am we tried to check in. Cause we cant check in untill 12pm. But miracle happened. LOL Finally can check in uh, happy die. Then went in hotel sleep. Woke up at around evening timing. Walk walk see see look look. Then went back hotel. Kinda forgot what happen already. hahas
Went shopping th next day. Got myself a necklace with my name & his name. If you happen to know a push cart, that helps people to have what they wanted written on a rice? Something like a rice. Then they will put it into a small little different shaped of glass bottle with coloured liquid inside. Then it can like glow in th dark. Only th rice glow. lols . Its on th second floor. Somewhere near th snow world or something. Yup. Thats th one.
Next day, we went to see th lion dance jump pole competition. Pretty awesome. Congrats to th champions . (; Nothing much about sunday. Monday is th day when me & my mummy going back to singapore. Early in th morning when we're having breakfast, mumy recieved a message from her sister which is my aunt that my grandmother met with a car accident when she's going to work. After hearing what happened totally ruined my mood. I just want to go back to singapore asap. Grandma's right arm broke & she had blood clot on both side of her head. Her pelvis bone cracked. Mummy & i tried to rush to SGH asap when we've reached singapore. When we were there already, we saw our relatives. Even those from malaysia. Grandma was having x-ray when i reached. After that, me & mummy went in to see her first. She was in ICU. When i took a look at her, tears slowly welling up in my eyes. When i saw mummy was crying while talking to her, i cried too... She was injured. She was in pain. I've never seen her in this state before. It breaks me. I called out " Por " & she answered me weakly. I'm th granddaughter she dotes on th most. She gave me th best in everything. Although she's always nagging me & i was rude to her. I just hope that she will be fine in th next 48hrs & also in future. Grandma, hang in there. I want you home with me. I want to eat th maggi you always cook for me. I want to drink th green tea you bought for me. I Love You Grandma...
" I need you... "
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