对不起，我爱你 ;

Sometimes you just cant tell anybody how you feel . Not because you dont trust .

But because you cant find th right words to make them understand .

I was late for school in th morning . I swear i was like so bad tempered for th whole day . From th start of 2012 till now , i'm already late for school for like 2 days . & now i'm gonna get a 4 hours detention . Tsk damn ! Where got time for detention . No money no talk . Work more important lah . ROFL . Anyway , Eugenia didnt come to school today . Clara came , but she went back home after that . She wasnt feeling well . Quite alot of people not feeling well today :( Anyway , after school , i went back home to change my clothes & head for work . Today jitao no form sell . I only managed to sell 2 roses . I was having a bad headache . Totally no form at all . Sighs , dont want to mention already . If i'm not wrong , i think th detention centre will be in operation tomorrow . :( What should i do ? Try to run away from it again ? LOL! Pathetic me .

Anyway , sort of quarrel with boyf today again . Sighs . I know i'm disobedient . I didnt listen to your words . I know you shouted at me because you didnt have enough sleep & you're just feeling pekchek luh . Boyf uh , next time just sleep early luh . Your timing kns de . Morning till evening , sleep . Evening til morning , awake . What kind of fucked up body clock is that . Laughs . Anyway i'm just joking . Before schol reopened , my life was like this . Morning till night sleep . Night till morning awake . Laughs , anyway i still have school to attend tomorrow morning . How sickening . Just have to endure for another few more months . Make it work & get out of this fucked up school . I hate almost all of th teachers there & especially th principle . Tsk . Stupid school . Stupid teachers . Stupid principle . Good night readers ! I'm feeling sleepy already .

I cant promise you a perfect relationship . But i can promise you , as long as you fight for me , i'll stay .