对不起，我爱你 ;

I'll go as far as you go . I'll be there as long as you want me to .

Okay great . I was absent in school today . I just didnt hear my alarm clock ringing . Awesome or what ? Cause i was basically crying for hours yesterday night . & i cant really fall asleep . Th tears just keep rolling down my cheeks . I used to be more worse than now . My tears would just roll down for no reason . Well , not much people know about my background . So some would just judge me without knowing anything . & it just cuts me so deep inside . It hurts . Okay , its already over anyway . So i shall not brag about it anymore . My teacher actually called my house in th morning & my grandmother asked me to answer th call . & i just told my teacher i'm having red eyes on my left eye . & he wants an MC . LOL Whatever luh . After that call , i went back to sleep . Woke up at around 12pm in th afternoon . Prepare for work . I swear i got totally no form for sales today . Plus how am i going to work with that god damn mad hot weather . I keep slacking for today's sales . Went to eat KFC with boss at around evening timing . Had a good talk with him . Yepppp , after that i keep chionging sales . Still managed to chiong 20 roses . I took 30 roses today again . But i cant finish them all . If i'm working tomorrow , i'm going to try 25 roses . I cant even be sure that if i will be able to attend work tomorrow . Because 2 days ago , i was suppose to serve 2 hours detention for being late for school . & i ran away from detention to go to work . So i'll just pray that there wont be any detention tomorrow . Hehehe Alright i guess its time for me to turn in for bed . Thanks for reading , readers ! :D Goodnight .

He means everything to me . I have a reason for all of my doings . Based on my background , i just need someone to be there for me . Letting me to know that whenever things aint right , there will always be someone , standing beside me , someone with me , letting me know that i'm not alone , i'm not facing it all by myself . I hope this special someone understands my needs . I may get angry easily at times . Because i had this anger in me . I dont feel completed . Yes i have an incomplete family . I guess people call that ' Lack Of Love ' Lack of th love from a complete family . All i ever want is for him to shower me with lots of love , understand my needs , care for me , love me wholeheartedly , someone who doesnt toy with my feelings . Needing him to fill up th empty spaces in my heart . I dont blame anyone for having an incomplete family . Because nobody wants it this way . & maybe its all destined & fated to be . No one knows what is going to happen in th next minute . & for sure i know that nothing is forever . But we'll all try to keep it going for as long as it can be . Please , understand me , my needs, my troubles .

Before you assume, learn th facts.
Before you judge, understand why.
Before you hurt someone, feel.
Before you speak, think.