Why is my tears still welling up in my eyes . I find it really hard to accept th fact that you're not mine anymore , that you no longer belong to me , that you're gone . I miss you :') Hey readers , what happens if two of them broke up & still loves each other ? He mentioned that we both hurt each other too much . I dont mind being hurt thousands of times as long as he's with me . I dont want him to belong to other girls . When i was outside yesterday , i saw my friend Samantha & Russell . They were couple . Seeing Russell piggybacked Samantha & th flashback flashed across my head . He used to piggyback me . & now , no longer . Seeing th both of them so sweet , makes me breakdown right infront of them . Sometimes , i wondered . Why can other couples last for months . But mine , not even one month . I guess i'm all by myself from now onwards . Nobody to hold my hands . Nobody to hug when i'm having a bad day . Nobody to kiss when i want to love . Nobody to text with when i miss . I went drinking with lots of people yesterday . 12 including me . Kup money with Zon for a jug of Whisky . Before that i drank Blue Lagoon . Drank till i'm drunk . Went to th toilet , tried to puke but i cant . Then walked back to th table . & i puked there . LOL No luh , i puked at th mud . After that i felt really uncomfortable . So i took a cab home first . Fell asleep in th cab . & th uncle woke me up . When i was trying to pay him money , i felt like puking again . Opened th door & jitao puke . Turned back to th taxi driver & tried to pay again . LOL ! But then i turned to th door & puke again . This have been continuing for times . & then th uncle got out from his car to see if i'm okay . I tried to come out of th car & i almost fall . Th uncle's reaction damn fast . Went back home , didnt shower , didnt remove contacts . Feeling so dizzy & down . I kept thinking of him non-stop . He never left my mind . There's no way i'd move on . Dont tell me that i can find someone better . I dont want anyone else but only you . I already said , i'll fight for what it takes to have you back . I dont care . This time round , i'm not going to listen to you about this matter . I want you back . I dont know what you did to me . I cant seem to get enough of you . Those memories keep flash across my mind . & i cant stop tearing . I love you . 
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Why is my tears still welling up in my eyes . I find it really hard to accept th fact that you're not mine anymore , that you no longer belong to me , that you're gone . I miss you :') Hey readers , what happens if two of them broke up & still loves each other ? He mentioned that we both hurt each other too much . I dont mind being hurt thousands of times as long as he's with me . I dont want him to belong to other girls . When i was outside yesterday , i saw my friend Samantha & Russell . They were couple . Seeing Russell piggybacked Samantha & th flashback flashed across my head . He used to piggyback me . & now , no longer . Seeing th both of them so sweet , makes me breakdown right infront of them . Sometimes , i wondered . Why can other couples last for months . But mine , not even one month . I guess i'm all by myself from now onwards . Nobody to hold my hands . Nobody to hug when i'm having a bad day . Nobody to kiss when i want to love . Nobody to text with when i miss . I went drinking with lots of people yesterday . 12 including me . Kup money with Zon for a jug of Whisky . Before that i drank Blue Lagoon . Drank till i'm drunk . Went to th toilet , tried to puke but i cant . Then walked back to th table . & i puked there . LOL No luh , i puked at th mud . After that i felt really uncomfortable . So i took a cab home first . Fell asleep in th cab . & th uncle woke me up . When i was trying to pay him money , i felt like puking again . Opened th door & jitao puke . Turned back to th taxi driver & tried to pay again . LOL ! But then i turned to th door & puke again . This have been continuing for times . & then th uncle got out from his car to see if i'm okay . I tried to come out of th car & i almost fall . Th uncle's reaction damn fast . Went back home , didnt shower , didnt remove contacts . Feeling so dizzy & down . I kept thinking of him non-stop . He never left my mind . There's no way i'd move on . Dont tell me that i can find someone better . I dont want anyone else but only you . I already said , i'll fight for what it takes to have you back . I dont care . This time round , i'm not going to listen to you about this matter . I want you back . I dont know what you did to me . I cant seem to get enough of you . Those memories keep flash across my mind . & i cant stop tearing . I love you . 
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