对不起，我爱你 ;

I hate watching you leave, even if i spent th whole entire day with you.

I always hear guys complaining about girls being complicated & stuffs. Well, maybe its true that girls are complicated. But if you know more about girls, its actually not that hard to figure out what is on our mind. Sometimes, we do crazy things to attract your attention. Dont rage at her. Dont scold her. Because your attention is all that she wants. Most of th girls gets jealous easily. Yeah i know, who doesnt get jealous. But some girls are just so sensitive. Dont ever underestimate her ability to do anything crazy when she gets jealous. Dont even try to hide anything from her. You may hide things from her for th 1st time, 2nd time, 3rd time. But one day when she finds out everything, its over & who knows what will she do. If there's anything that you need to let us know, just bring up your courage, & tell us. If we're able to take it, we will take it. & usually, a girl doesnt really go for looks. Yeah this may sound unbelivable. But when you're in love with somebody, its just th feeling there. You just have this special feeling for this special somebody. But if you're like this person only for th looks, it aint love at all. Its lust. Never rush into a relationship because it might not work out well. Think carefully. Are you really going to be with this person. A relationship consist of trust, honesty, & space. Without these, relationship is most likely to fail. If you dont even trust your partner, why did you even get into a relationship? Okay i know this is prety much random. But i havent been updating my blog for weeks already.

Anyway, i'm really very tired. I was watching The Hunger Games with my mum last night till 5am. Then i went to bed & woke up at 6:30am. I'm surprised that when i woke up, i dont really feel tired. Its somehow weird to me. But i fell asleep in th computer lab for maybe half an hour plus. After school went home straight. Didnt eat my lunch. Reached home, facebook, as usual. After that i went to my bed for a rest. & i actually fell asleep. I can feel that i'm really tired. Anyway, after blogging, i'm going to shower & then off to bed. Need a really good rest this time round. Sighs, i havent found my phone yet. Still no news of my darling phone. I miss you so much. Life without phone seriously sucked. Th feeling when you're missing someone so badly & yet you cant do anything. No phone, no song, no text, no him. <- die -.-"