I dont know where i stand with you, nor do i know what i mean to you.
All i know is that every time i think of you, i want to be with you.
All i know is that every time i think of you, i want to be with you.
Things are getting so screwed up these days & i really really wanna go for a long vacation to a place with a few close friends for a getaway . That is th only moment where i can forget about every unhappiness in Singapore . Mummy is enjoying her life so much now . Th other day she went to Thailand for 4 days , after she came back , she's going to Thailand again in just a few days later for 2 weeks . & about 2 days ago , my mum just came back from this 2 weeks Bangkok trip . Then she told me just now that she's going to Bintan later on in th afternoon since its already past twelve . She's so soundly asleep right now . I wished i had th sufficient money for a vacation . But well , i dont even have to think about it . Just gonna suck it up to all th bullshit that people put me through . I guess sleeping is my only getaway for now . But you see , i cant be sleeping all day long 24/7 . I've tried keeping myself busy for several reasons & it works . Sometimes when i'm missing a special someone too much & it hurts as well , i would go on funshion & search for random movies to watch . Its a pretty good & effective way to distract myself . Provided if you can do a little distracting on your mind too because you'd still think about this person from time to time . What i would do is try to get my mind to focus on what i'm doing instead of thinking about it . It can be a little hard but its achievable . Hey readers , have you ever love someone so much that you would literally do anything that you can do for that person ? Have you ever love someone so much that you would destroy anyone who tries to harm your loved one ? Have you ever loved someone so much that his mood can affect yours easily ? I've had . That kind of love is hard to come by for me & when he walks out on me , it hurts like a bitch . I've lost all hope since then until i met someone . Which is th same one that i mentioned in my previous blog post if you've read it . But i'm not gonna elaborate much about him to avoid stirring trouble for everybody . & again , i apologize for another boring post because i just needed to rant & get a little emotional . I sound stupid . Stay tuned for th next post !
Meanwhile , enjoy three songs !
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